I cannot latch my feet to the Earth

beneath me.

Two worlds; two realms, I phase between

the both of them

Do I care for you or not?

Do I want you dead or not?

only time will tell.

The weight of your head lies in my hands,

The weight of my actions in my heart.

Your blood drips down my wrists,

I finally did it.

Is this reality?

I phase between dreaming and living,

so much so that they begin to merge.

I'm stuck between the past and present

I can't kill her and I can't kill myself

what options do I have?

what's my next move?