I am so scared I won't be able to love again. That I won't be able to let people in to that degree. I am so scared I will be stuck like this forever.

I am scared that nobody else will be able to love me, that I am damaged goods. I know I'm damaged goods, I have a lot of baggage, etc etc etc.

Today was a bad mental health day. I kept spacing out. I thought I may die. Not for real, but I just. I don't know.

I want my site to seem more official... I don't know how to do so. Do people like the kitschy feel? id ont know