I think the best thing for me to do right now is to not really talk about it on here? I think it would be best.. yea..
I don't want to perpetuate drama and cause more by just blabbing on my online (very public) diary
A REALLLYYYY big habit I have is to shit talk and just blab on and on and drama and talk a lot about it instead of just... fixing the problem. and now the situation is done and "fixed", so now i can not talk about it! woo! i am no longer super confused as of what is right and what is wrong. I just want to do me. I think it may be a little cruel to just drop people without much notice, but idk.
Even though we haven't been talking AS MUCH as of recent, i still enjoy talking to him. it's nice. he's funny. the works. slaying forever!!!!
My goals for today:
Written and Updated 04/16/22.